official lyrics

Queen of Wands

I'm getting so numb
Making it work with the wrong ones
I start to relate, and then it comes undone
How do I know you're an angel, not a shade?

I've got the queen of wands in the cards reading premonitions
I drag my heart to the bar, see if I can drown it away
But the queen of wand's leading and I can't escape it
I dream about you every day
I dream about you every day
I dream about you every day

I get anxious
Fighting the will to stay patient
A fallen mandala of true heartbreak
Is feeding a wandering mind, I'm alright

I've got the queen of wands in the cards reading premonitions
I drag my heart to the bar, see if I can drown it away
But the queen of wand's leading and I can't escape it
I dream about you every day
I dream about you every day
I dream about you every day
I dream about you every day
I dream about you every day

Ginseng Hourglass

Everyday plays the same
We sift through a ginseng hourglass
Turned over again and again, again and again

When will you take the reins? 
Of a life given up to destiny
You get lost in lining up timing and place
The further you age

Everything missing
Breaks in the vision
Sands of your ginseng winding down
Open and listen
The more you resist them
Sands of your ginseng winding down
Everything missing
Breaks in the vision
Sands of your ginseng winding down
Open and listen
The sands of your glass are running out

Everyday plays the same
We sift through a ginseng hourglass
Turned over again and again, again and again

Permanence loses strength
in the motion of separating tides
any fate decided by holding the line
is hopeless to find

When your life’s run
Will you tell it like you turned the lights off?
Did you spend it all overly cautious?
Were you someone your mother was proud of?
Did you keep running from all of your problems?

Everything missing
Breaks in the vision
Sands of your ginseng winding down
Open and listen
The more you resist them
Sands of your ginseng winding down
Everything missing
Breaks in the vision
Sands of your ginseng winding down
Open and listen
The sands of your glass are running out

Turned Around

There’s been some kind of tension
Held in the air when we’re pulling away
Trading sharpness in all of our comments
For no other reason than being afraid

It’s like we get ourselves turned around, turned around
Holding out hope when we’re breaking down
Turned around, turned around
Oh, we’ve got to find some other way
Turned around, turned around
Stalling out love while we’re falling out

Love comes with every emotion
Misstarts and opposite star charts
A lion and scorpion are hard to relate
Neither will change when we get ourselves

Turned around, turned around
Holding out hope when we’re breaking down
Turned around, turned around
Oh, we’ve got to find some other way
Turned around, turned around
Stalling out love while we’re falling out

Love comes with every emotion

Revelator

When you've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
When you've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you
It's your revelator

Slowly, hours pass you by in even flow
Cast your arms out wide but can't catch them as they go
Slowly, the pillars of your life will soon erode
No amount of force turns ashes into stone
When you get struck with problematic situations
You've got to take them as they come
And each turning year brings with it revelation
The message pushing through your lungs

You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
When you've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it

It's your revelator
It's your revelator
It's your revelator
It's your revelator

Every motion that you make
Every moment that you chase
Every substance that you take
Every obstacle you face
Every memory that fades
Every monument you place
You can't escape your ceaseless revelator

You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
When you've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
You've got time to give
Time doesn't ever give back to you, face it
It's your revelator

Inhibitions / Intuitions (feat. MUNYA)

Everytime we listen to our inhibitions
Nothing ever comes to view
We can talk about it overthink and doubt it...
Only leaves us more confused

Cause after we break the cloud cover
The feeling isn’t naivete 
Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs
Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs we belong
Call it crazy

Everytime we listen
To our intuition 
Something always leaves us blue
Try to call it pensive
Sad coincidences 
Everytime we’re in a mood

But even with endless rain falling
The feeling never washes away
Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs
Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs, we belong
We belong, oh
We belong, oh

Cause after we break the cloud cover
The feeling isn’t naivete

Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs
Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs
Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs
Maybe we can’t stop all of the signs

Oh baby, I want you to care for me, care for me
Oh baby, I want you to stay, stay


Always Silver

I’m never set back throwing my races
Cause I’ve always felt silver shines brighter than gold
Nobody gets me that irritated
I won’t fall for you baby
Stall for you baby

I only take shots when I can drain them
And I’ve always felt silver shines brighter than gold
Nobody gets the best
Best of my patience
I won’t walk to you baby,
Talk with you baby,
Call for you baby

Only you
Tell me what we’re trying to delay, baby
Only you
Throw me the line you know
I want to be the go to
For only you
Tell me what you need me to say
I’m game for
Only you
Only you

Yeah, it’s all too familiar,
Neck draped in silver
No, the feeling doesn’t own me,
Namesake is Asomi

I never get stressed checking my statements
And I’ve always felt silver shines brighter than gold
I set my best dressed basic and tasteless
I don’t need flashy clothing
Play hands I’m holding
Take the L if need be
The song’s getting preachy

Only you
Tell me what we’re trying to delay, baby
Only you
Throw me the line you know 
I want to be the go to 
For only you

Tell me what you need me to say
I’m game for
Only you
Only you

Verse: Eb-7, F-7, F-7/C, Bb7. Eb-7, F-7, Bb7, Gb∆7. Eb-7, F-7, F-7/C, Bb7, Eb-7, F-7, B∆9

Chorus: E∆7, Eb-7, Eb-7/Gb, Ab7 X3, A∆7, F#-9, F∆7

Listen to Always Silver on Spotify. Kainalu · Song · 2020.

Zizia (feat. moonfruit)

There’s a dark tide in your sigh rising from the pit of your grief
You smile and push it back into the deep
End of the line, white lies out of your teeth
Living in a fantasy

But with the lights off, all your thoughts, swimming to the top of your chest
Now you're bound to the feelings that you try to repress
Memories of all the things you never said
They’re trapped in your head

But I see you
Flying by night,
Walking away, taking your prize
Can you imagine
Making it right, growing our own paradise
All of the colors of your insides
Turn into flowers when you cry

Oh can you feel it all?
Til it breaks your heart
Til you pay attention

You get tongue tied with your pride sitting at the edge of your lips
Your ego gets you in and out of every rift
But you feel so helpless when reality hits
It's hard to admit, yeah

And I see you flying by night off your own breaking your ties
Can you imagine setting it right, loving as one open your eyes

When’s the last time you let yourself cry?

Oh can you feel it all?
Til it breaks your heart
Til you pay attention

Oh, what do you really want?
Is it real enough?
Can you make it happen?

Reborn in water
Soul greets the day
Zizia flower
Opens the gate
There is a fire
Blossoming flame
You are the nectar
You are the way

Oh can you feel it all?
Til it breaks your heart
Til you pay attention

Oh, what do you really want?
Is it real enough?
Can you make it happen?

Stasis

Oh something’s in your brain
The kind of thoughts you can’t contain
You enter stasis, stasis

And every night you lie awake
The feeling eating you away
You enter stasis, stasis

Stasis stasis
When you’re on your own you enter stasis, stasis
Always on your phone you enter stasis, stasis
Anytime you run you enter stasis, stasis
Never try to face it you’re in stasis, stasis
Nothing’s going to change when you’re in stasis, stasis

Oh when you can’t relax
The call to action is a drag
You enter stasis, stasis

And where you are is not enough
Should you trust your mind before your gut
You’re caught in stasis, stasis

When you’re on your own you enter stasis, stasis
Always on your phone you enter stasis, stasis
Anytime you run you enter stasis, stasis
Never try to face it you’re in stasis, stasis
Nothing’s going to change when you’re in stasis, stasis

Stasis
You’re caught in (stasis)
Oh something’s in your brain (stasis, stasis)
The kind of thoughts you can’t contain (stasis, stasis)

You’re caught in (stasis)
You’re caught in (stasis, stasis)
Oh something’s in your brain (stasis, stasis)
The kind of thoughts you can’t contain (stasis, stasis)

Lotus Gate

I think I’m starting to dive into the center of my being
I’m sinking in the surface of my skin and
Staring at the entrance to my soul
I can dig even deeper still 
I can open the gate
The Lotus Gate keeps calling my name

Verse/Chorus D#-7, DΔ7

Listen to Lotus Gate on Spotify. Kainalu · Song · 2019.

Kamikaze Mushroom Palace

I like to think that I’ve got shit worked out better than I used to
But I let myself get mixed up living through the day by day
I’m so tired, of finding love in absent people
Maybe I’m in over my head, I’m sinking

I can feel myself listening
Something’s calling my name
Spent some time in the palace of my soul
Going Kamikaze

I guess I’m still working it out
Try to keep my head on straight
I guess I’m still working it out

Why does it seem like the future’s closing in faster than it has been
Feels like I’m running in place still 
Cause I can’t think clearly, something’s in my way
What is going to free me from these tunnel vision eyes?


Listen to Kamikaze Mushroom Palace on Spotify. Kainalu · Song · 2019.

How Do I Let Go of You

Should have held on to you longer
I guess get I get too caught up in my head
You slipped away instead
I can't sleep when I'm thinking of you
Knowing I'll relive you in my dreams

I still keep an unlocked door
I'm still finding each piece of clothing you left spread across my floor
Can I reach some type of sanity?
When I'm spending most of my time wondering:

How do I let go of you?

I want to sink back into your love
I want to feel your warmth against my chest, the sound of every breath
Reminds me of a life without you
I've grown accustomed to silence and empty rooms
Flatlines and lifeless moods
Tell me

How do I let go of you?


Listen to How Do I Let Go of You on Spotify. Kainalu · Song · 2019.

Folds Like Origami

You feel the need to keep control of 
The only life you're given 
But if you breathe in and let go of 
The strangle hold you've got 

The world, it opens up to you 
And folds like origami 
So drop, the things you thought you knew 
They fold like origami 

You feel the ocean break on beaches 
it pulls the sand back with it, like 
The love that lies beyond your reach is 
flowing all around 

Release, the tension that you hold 
It folds like origami 
You'll find, the peace within your soul 
that folds like origami

Verse: EΔ7, C#-9, D#-7, D#ø7

Chorus: GΔ7, E#-9, F#-7, F#ø7

Bridge: EΔ7, C#-9, EΔ7, C#-9

Folds Like Origami, a song by Kainalu on Spotify

Finding Peace of Mind

You try to find yourself 
In books stacked on a shelf 
Pages left behind 

Wise words they tend to give 
Are sometimes hard to live 
You're finding peace of mind 

Sun seeps between the leaves 
Feel it touch you in the breeze 
Your senses intertwine 

Fold to the silence in your brain 
And thoughts you've yet to gain 
You're still finding peace of mind

Intro/Synth break: GΔ7, Asus2, F#-7, F#ø7, GΔ7, E-7, BbΔ7/F, CΔ7/G

Verse/Chorus: GΔ7, Asus2, F#-7, F#ø7

Finding Peace of Mind, a song by Kainalu on Spotify

Out of Touch

Take in your surroundings
The weight of your confusion is in your chest
This world is broken into symbols
Lost in the translation of consciousness 

Life is existing on its own
Separate what is and what is known
You’re not the maker
In a force of nature
Can you relinquish control in the downpour
And come to your senses

You stack your thoughts in line 
but you miss what’s right before your eyes
Cause you’re just too out of touch
Get lost inside your head 
while the world is leaving you behind
Cause you’re just too out of touch

You hold to everything so dearly
Placing all your worth in experiences
But breaking the differences in senses 
Brings the separation of out within

Intro: D-7, E-7

Verse1pt1: D-7, E-7, D-7, E-7 x4

Verse1pt2: AbΔ7, F-7, CΔ9, C-7, Fø7, EbΔ9. FΔ7, EbΔ7 x3, D-7, E-7, F-7, G-7, FΔ9

Chorus: A-7, E-7, D-7

Listen to Out of Touch on Spotify. Kainalu · Song · 2019.

In Need of Reason

I feel like I'm in need of reason 
I see no point in anything 
I feel like I'm in need of something more 
To hold myself together 

I found the answers you held in your palms 
Wait for me darling and I'll heed the call 
For you 

I want you to take me away, though I try so hard to hide 
I want you to blow my mind 

I feel like I'm in need of reason 
Though it won't seem to come my way 

I found the answers you held in your palms 
Wait for me darling and I'll heed the call 
for you 

I want you to take me away, though I try so hard to hide 
I want you to blow my mind 

Still, I'll be 
Won't let stress take hold of me 
When the tide recedes 
I'll make peace with uncertainty 
I've begun to see 
the senselessness of reasoning compounds 
I can feel it now, I cant work it out 
For you

In Need of Reason, a song by Kainalu on Spotify

Talking Nonsense

It feels like I’m talking nonsense
To my friends, lately
They ask if there’s something wrong with me
They don’t get me, it seems

I relive moments in lucidity
To find some deeper meaning within my dreams
But it just feels like nonsense I reach

These dreams, they’re living in motion
I fear I’m losing my way

It feels like i’m losing touch with
My grasp of the world
I ask for sense of direction
But nothing returns

Each day brings turning pages in my life
But there’s harmony in rolling with changes
Still holding on nonsense
I can’t seem to shake

These dreams, they’re living in motion
I fear I’m losing my way
My dreams are starting to take me
And I fear that I’m losing touch

Listen to Talking Nonsense on Spotify. Kainalu · Song · 2019.

You Never Let Go

You never learn, you never let go
You stare at candid pictures on your phone
You’re filled with words, they'll never know, cause
You never learn, you never let go

You, have, you, have, two, halves
You have two halves
Too far

You never learn, you never let go
(You never let go)
You know it's gone, but you're holding on
(You're holding on)
It's time for you, to let yourself grow
(You never let go)
Something lost brings something to love
(Something to love)

Ahhh ouhh ahh ouhh

Et ton nom quand
Il est beau quand
Il fait chaud
Et qu'on rougit
Avec toi
Les souvenirs délicats

You never learn, you never let go
(You never let go)
You know it's gone, but you're holding on
(You're holding on)
It's time for you, to let yourself grow
(You never let go)
Something lost brings something to love
(Something to love)

Listen to You Never Let Go on Spotify. Kainalu · Song · 2020.

Welcome To The Bloom Lagoon

I know a place, where we can escape to be alone
Flowers in bloom, in this lagoon, it's me and you
I want to please you, take in a breathe you
I'll reconceive you, open and free our love

Welcome to the Bloom Lagoon, a song by Kainalu on Spotify

Love Nebula

I feel the heat building in my chest
but I've got to keep myself in check, when she's near me
I can't help it, her subtle touch hits me like a drug
She keeps herself so nebulous

I want to be your favorite lover
better than the others
I want to be the one you dream of
be your kerosine love
I want to be with you

Why does she look at me that way
it's so mesmerizing
but i've got to fight it, and rise above
I'll shake the visions of
the love she keeps so nebulous

I want to be your favorite lover
better than the others
I want to be the one you dream of
be your kerosine love
I want to be with you

I keep on daydreaming
over you
I keep on daydreaming
like a fool

Intro/Chorus/Bridge/Outro: Eb-7, F-7

Verse: Ab-7, B-7, Eb-7, F-7 x2, Ab-7, GΔ7

Prechorus: EbΔ7, C-7, AbΔ7, F-7, GbΔ9

Love Nebula, a song by Kainalu on Spotify

Older Than I Am

I am running from the thought of growing older than I am
It's not so funny, I think about it when I'm caught up in a jam
When I'm not watching, life likes to pull me in directions I had never dreamed I'd go
But dreams are weary, they tend to fade away the older I grow

Time keeps racing it's slipping right through my hands
I'm going crazy it feels like I may be older than I am

Every morning, I sip on coffee just to feel like I'm alive
The same old story, clock starts ticking down another nine to five
Been taking sick leave, just to day dream of the things I could have had
Been feeling angry, for falling victim to a life I had never planned

Time keeps racing it's slipping right through my hands
I'm going crazy it feels like I may be older than I am

Time keeps racing and its slipping right through my hands

Older Than I Am, a song by Kainalu on Spotify

Girls

There's always something holding, you back from me
I've got to keep on giving in just to hold you down and keep you pleased
And I, put my faith in you, think of all I gave to you
The stupid games I played just to say everything was okay
But i know it's always the same, you'll runaway

Girls keep driving me crazy
My mind keeps painting pictures, of our short comings on display
and all of these drifting images, tether me to yesterday remenissions
on replay

And I, put my faith in you, think of all I gave to you
The stupid games I played just to say everything was okay
But i know it's always the same, you'll runaway

Girls keep driving me crazy

Girls, a song by Kainalu on Spotify

Wasting Away

I've been feeling so wiped out
the future's pulling me in two directions
and though these changes in my life bring me excitement 
I've never trusted myself with hard decisions 

I'm wasting away over nothing
I'm drifting in circles
trying to find my place in this world
but if I don't belong here, I'll just bide my time and wait for life to come to me

I'm stressing out over nothing
that's what I tell myself when I'm overwhelmed
and time keeps slipping through my hands
so like it or not I've got to pull the trigger

I'm wasting away over nothing
I'm drifting in circles
trying to find my place in this world but if I don't belong here 
I'll can't bide my time just waiting for life to come to me

I'm wasting away over nothing
I'm drifting in circles
trying to find my place in this world but if I don't belong here 
I'll won't bide my time just waiting for life to come to me

Wasting Away, a song by Kainalu on Spotify